....Okay, this is rather odd. Not this whole business again...

Hopefully Miki's doing okay with everything. The same with Shuichi and everyone else...

How I'm feeling: discontent

It's been crazy these last few weeks. Ever since Nana left the ship, we've been trying to find a new vocalist for the band. I'd ask Shuichi, but... So until we do, I'm stuck as temporary vocalist. Maybe that's why there hasn't been anyone in the bar recently, ha ha!

A naked beach party? Doesn't sound like my kind of thing, even though I'd love to hang out on the beach for a while.

Miki! What have you been up to? We need to hang out sometime soon.

How I'm feeling: silly

Man, I'm really upset that my guitar went missing. That's my lifeline! I need it to function correctly! It had better not get banged up or anything like that...

Anyway. This camping trip was awesome. I'm really glad that Miki and I shared a tent... I miss her a lot. I wonder what she's been up to?

How I'm feeling: nostalgic

Happy birthday, Shuichi!

We totally need to go do something for your birthday, man. =) My treat.

How I'm feeling: happy

Hmmmm. There hasn't really been much going on around here. Hopefully we all catch a break for a while, and don't have to deal with any more love potions or truth meteors or whatever.

Hatori-san, I'd really like to see you again when you get the time. I'm playing tonight at the bar; all ages can get in if you want to come see. Maybe we can hang out for a little bit afterwards?

How I'm feeling: hopeful

Sakuma. We need to have a talk, you bastard.

How I'm feeling: pissed off

Ugh. I don't want to do anything. I don't really care anymore.

If I can't have Shuichi, then what's the point of living?

I don't even want to play my guitar anymore. Maybe I should give it away... yeah. There's no point in any of this.

Home for the holidays, eh? Sounds nice. I was worried about not being able to go see my family. I hate to say it, but I miss being home. Maybe I can see Ayaka-chan while I'm home! I wonder how she's doing...

How I'm feeling: nostalgic

Damn, am I happy that this whole body-switching thing is over. It was so uncomfortable being in Yuki-san's body... and to have that creep Kitazawa with mine?! Ugh.

Anyway, it looks like Shuichi got a job as a musician with the band. That's totally awesome; I can't wait to see how Nana and Shuichi are like together as singers. The first practice is going to be in a few days, so we'll see how it goes.

There are just so many things bothering me right now... I don't know what to do with myself.

How I'm feeling: worried

A note written in much neater kanji left on Shindou Shuichi's door (E8):

"Hey Shuichi! I'll come visit you later, once this mess dies down.

-Hiro. =)"

So, I've been able to pull myself out of working on my songs, finally. It's kind of annoying at times when you have 20 songs down on paper, but another 10 in your head driving you crazy. Ah, well... sometimes, that music is the only thing that makes sense.

I was able to finish up that song that Nana and I were working on... but the last few times we've rehearsed at the bar, she's seemed kind of out of it. I wonder what's bugging her? It's not like her to let something get in the way of the band.

How I'm feeling: contemplative

Hey Yuki-san, do you know a guy named Kitazawa? He came looking for you a few days ago. I wasn't aware you had any friends other than Touma-san.

So, it seems we're almost ready to perform our song! Nana and I have been working almost non-stop on it, so now we just need to grab this guy Nana knows. Apparently, he plays the violin, which we need for our song.

I think I should get out a little more and try to meet new people. It's been awesome immersing myself in our music, but I really only know Nana and Yuki-san. I think it would be a good idea if I turned on the charm and made a few more friends here.

How I'm feeling: tired

So, the performance last Sunday went really well.

It's been kind of nice to just hang out with other musicians and practice, without having to worry about tours, interviews, photo shoots... all of the stuff Bad Luck does. Not that I don't enjoy those, but... the music is the big thing. =)

I feel a little homesick, though. I miss Shuichi and Fujisaki and the others... I really wish they would have come along with me. Ahhh well, can't have everything.

Yuki-san has been looking like crap lately. This is supposed to be Paradise, and the guy can't even let up on his emo-ing for one damn second. He should lighten up and have a bit of fun! It's not like I'm concerned about him or anything...

Well, whatever. I guess I'll go grab something to eat and take a walk, or do a little work on our songs.

How I'm feeling: lazy

I think I've finally gotten myself settled in. Living with Yuki-san isn't as bad as I thought it would be. We have a bit of an unspoken truce, I think. Although, something seems to be up with that guy... when I get back to Tokyo, I'll be sure to ask Shuichi if he was this weird before.

I still haven't heard back from Nana since her performance on Sunday. She's got a good voice, and I'd be really happy to work with her. We just need to get together and talk about all of the details-- I hope she normally takes this long to do it. If not, then I think I'm in trouble. Maybe she just doesn't like me? *laugh*

How I'm feeling: hungry

I finally got settled in today. I'm still not sure about coming here without Fujisaki or Shuichi, but... K insisted. And when K insists on something, there is never an opportunity to say no.

At least I got to bring both of my guitars. I wonder if there are any other musicians on board?

The only problem with me being here is my roommate. I had a chance to look at the passenger list, and was surprised that Seguchi-san is here. And also... him. Why do I have to be roommates with that guy?

How I'm feeling: hungry

Uhhh, yeah... test? =)

How I'm feeling: sleepy